Wow how are lives have been turned upside down this past week. We had a plan and things were falling into place so nicely. We were going to close on our house here and move in with Michael's parents until we could move into our new home in Provo. But with one little phone call---that all changed.
Michael and I have been talking so much about listening and following the spirit. I for one have a hard time sometimes knowing if it is the spirit talking to me or just my own thoughts. Both Michael and I have felt that moving to Utah County is the right thing to do. But we have had this big set back on the whole move and you start to wonder-----are we really supposed to move? But I know that Blairs are not quitters and we feel that we should move and that it is possible. It is just hard when you are in the middle of trials and making big decisions, your mind starts to play games on you and you start to question the first promptings you felt and the good feelings that came with it. We have felt that if we are praying, living right, moving forward, focusing on a new plan, the Lord will bless us and our righteous desires will happen. We just have to keep trusting in the Lord AND His timing for all of this to happen. I think that this whole thing has taught us to be humble and realize that we are not in charge----HE IS!!!!
We have felt the power of prayers being offered on our behalf and we are so thankful for our family and friends who are there to strengthen us and pray for us. We will get through this and someday we can look back on it and see all the many wonderful things we were taught and the miracles performed on our behalf. But for now-----
We press forward with cheerfulness and watch for the arm of the Lord to be revealed.
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